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Thoughts Of Doubt

by Trust No One

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1.
Reinforce 05:13
Call me feeble, that doesn't scare me Call me weak willed, I call it carefree If you're thinking you dominate me You're far more foolish: I hold the real key You thought of everything just to get me to say how wrong I'd been I gave you everything, but that wasn't enough for you it seems The heart of the problem is not my attitude You don't believe that anymore than I do You thought of everything just to get me to say how wrong I'd been I gave you everything, but that wasn't enough for you it seems What have I done that has made you so callous? I've been so good but you plot behind my back Walk all over me, make a fool of me How could you do that, how could you do that? You've got this complex that you're better than me This situation can't get more ugly You thought of everything just to get me to say how wrong I'd been I gave you everything, but that wasn't enough for you it seems We talked of all the things that have made us become so negative And what the future brings will just help reinforce I can't forgive
2.
In my frame of mind everything's behind I've been through the worst though I still feel hurt Now the pressure stops, we can laugh it off When the laughter ends it begins again When I love it's complicated You cannot appreciate it Before you went I felt something All that's left is next to nothing Even though we tried, it's a waste of time For you need your way and I feel your pain So I'm giving in 'cause I just can't win Yes I'm leaving you - it's all I can do When I love it's complicated You cannot appreciate it Before you went I felt something All that's left is next to nothing
3.
Uncertainty 03:35
It seemed so clear: just let it pass me by Live for the day - any chances stay denied My day-to-day soon becomes a way of life But I'd give the world just for something else tonight I deserve much more than this, it's easy to just let it rest I guess it's up to me to make my way up from the doldrums I'll tell myself it's the mood I'm in; It's the people here that I can't forgive My uncertainty is the death of me Do I stay this way or will you let me free? I've lived my life always as a hedonist I'm starting to think of all that I have missed p>What about commitment and a chance to feel desired? Oh I'm sure you feel the same way but you don't want to admit it I know myself, perhaps far too well It's this town I'm in: just an urban hell My uncertainty is never good to me I'd be good to you if you would just let me Well, time's running out There's no one about They've all left me now Will you tell me how? I know you feel the same way, so why won't you just admit it? I'll tell myself it's the mood I'm in; It's the people here that I can't forgive My uncertainty is the death of me Do I stay this way or will you let me free? I kick myself because I'm too laid back I'd assert myself, but I have lost the knack Uncertainty is my enemy But with you with me think what we could achieve
4.
Talking, forever talking I'd hear you, but I was ignoring I didn't know and that's a shame, I was too caught up in my own games We'd change our ways - I've worked out how - but you wouldn't listen to me now Well now I've got to go away, we will never meet again So if you ever see the day, that will justify the hate There will be no happy end, just a letter left to send There's nothing I cannot defend except this heart I'll never mend Sorry, I could be sorry I don't need a lifetime of worry I didn't care and that's a fact, it was all just one big selfish act If I had cared I'd be with you, so there's one thing left for me to do Before our daylight fades away there's just one thing left to say Through all this darkness in my life, in this confusion there's a light This desolation's left me blind although you've opened up my eyes So you will never hear me leave - I'll just walk out and let you grieve Well I've got things I wish to do and my future plans don't involve you When everything's been said and done you've got better things waiting to come So I have got to go away without a hope I'll ever stay And if you never smile again it will help me through the pain So I'm calling to you now from beneath this thunder cloud And you'll never stop the pain just as I can't stop the rain If that's not good enough for you there's not a lot that you can do
5.
Live A Lie 06:18
When I'm feeling everything is causing me to criticize myself I think of all the things you said when you tried to get me to pull myself out of this mess I'm in, but I won't listen to you now I know I'm right, you try to fight but I'm not listening It's too late, I'm a lost cause however hard you try I won't change, I'm too stubborn - I like to live a lie Make me stay: I don't think so; I'm far too old to try What's the point? There's no reason - I like to live a lie I mull over everything you say and I just crucify myself To stop me think I've got to drink, and that's just no good for my health I forget what the problem is, I forget everything It can't go on like this, there's more than this, there's more to that than this There's no way I could ever accept you back again What you say I'm not hearing a single thing you claim Make me behave: you keep trying and I can't work out why Do what you want: I'm not yours now - I like to live a lie More than this, there's more than this Got to be more than this, more than this I am my own worst enemy, we talk it through and you must see If all that's left is memories there's nothing here for you or me I can't believe in everything, I don't believe in anything I've lost my faith in all I see, all that I feel is misery You keep trying, trying, trying, trying, trying You keep trying You keep trying, trying, trying, trying, trying, trying When I'm feeling everyone is causing me to crucify myself I think of all the things you said, and it just hurts like hell It's too late, I'm a lost cause however hard you try I won't change, I'm too stubborn - I like to live a lie Make me stay: I don't think so; I'm far too old to try What's the point? There's no reason - I like to live a lie Make me behave (I'm feeling everyone is causing me to crucify myself) You keep trying and I can't work out why Do what you want (I'm feeling everyone is causing me to crucify myself) (I'm not yours now) I'm not yours now - I like to live a lie More than this, more than this (I'm feeling everyone is causing me to crucify myself) More than this, more than this (I'm feeling everyone is causing me to crucify myself) More than this, more than this There's more than this, more than this
6.
You make me feel like I'm that child again That sense of wonderment once lost in time You make me forget all of the nasty things Those insecurities are left behind I tried to tell you, yes I tried to tell you But the meaning's never in the words I say It's hard to get through when you're being so cool But I get the feeling we'll be here again How can one thing that's so good go so wrong? I thought that we belonged, now I feel drained So maybe sometime we'll find our compromise And then we'll seize the prize that we both crave I tried to tell you, yes I tried to tell you But the meaning's never in the words I say It's hard to get through when you're being so cool But I get the feeling we'll be here again What would you say if I went away? Would you forget about me in a matter of days? And if I go, I want you to know That I'm the only person you can blame I've been confused, broken the rules Wanted respect when nothing was due Just needed you there, were you aware? But I got scared, now nothing is fair So will you show me the way? Banish the pain Teach me to care - it hurts when you're not there I tried to tell you, yes I tried to tell you But the meaning's never in the words I say It's hard to get through when you're being so cool But I get the feeling we'll be here again But I get the feeling we'll be here again Yes I get the feeling we'll be here again And I get that feeling I get that feeling What would you say?
7.
I've been trapped like this for oh so long Without prospects - it all seems so wrong Circumstances just defeat my will Hypocrites and bigots make me ill I don't do myself any favours You pressure me - I'm never dangerous "You should take risks", that's what you always say "If you break the walls down, you will see the day" Cast away thoughts of doubt Force yourself to live now Stop yourself from sinking Think positive thinking Don't you tell me what to do It's not your concern so make a move You don't understand that I may want to be Wasting away for eternity Cast away thoughts of doubt Force yourself to live now Stop yourself from sinking Think positive thinking Cast away thoughts of doubt Force yourself to live now Stop yourself from sinking Think positive thinking (Thoughts of doubt) (Thoughts of doubt) (Thoughts of doubt) (Thoughts of doubt) (Thoughts of doubt) (Thoughts of)
8.
Reminisce of times gone by It's all I've got, and that's no lie I sit indoors and contemplate What can I do? It's not too late I want more from life than simply long nights I just won't buy it And while I remember days that were better I wish for peace and quiet Feeling old, I'll think of you I sit and think - it's all I do I want more from life than simply long nights I just won't buy it And while I remember days that were better I wish for peace and quiet
9.
Here And Now 04:00
Looking back on what has gone It's easy to feel that now is wrong Thinking back to what seemed right Things are seen in different light Continuing is not that strange We all move on and we all change If present times just leave you numb Then tighten up, don't come undone Must you live in the past? It's too much to ask There's more to be found in here and now You're just living too fast, this feeling won't last We're breaking new ground, leaving the crowd What's gone by you can't ignore But you can't stay static anymore If you're swallowed up by yesteryear Your mind is there but your body's here Must you live in the past? It's too much to ask There's more to be found in here and now You're just living too fast, this feeling won't last We're breaking new ground, leaving the crowd Can't you think of today before it slips away? And then that won't be in here and now There's more happening now, there's more to be found That's when you'll be seen leaving the crowd Turn around and look towards me Can't you see what you've been doing? Must you live in the past? It's too much to ask There's more to be found in here and now You're just living too fast, this feeling won't last We're breaking new ground, leaving the crowd Can't you think of today before it slips away? And then that won't be in here and now There's more happening now, more to be found That's when you'll be seen leaving the cro
10.
I used to be scared of everything I always feared what the future would bring I'd often expect the worst of a deal So many wounds that just wouldn't heal I've made up my mind and changed my view It's not too hard to start something new Turn over a leaf, a page in a book Most things deserve your second look Oh, those doubts were in my mind I left them behind Wake up now, open your eyes And start anew - a new disguise Turn around to face the sun And it will be better when the morning comes Well, I don't care if the sun never shines And it won't hurt my pride if you're never mine I'm pinning my hopes and standing my ground Life's better this way, least that's what I've found Oh, what have I got into? I still need you Wake up now, open your eyes And start anew - a new disguise (oh baby) Turn around to face the sun And it will be better when the morning comes Oh, those doubts were in my mind I left them behind Wake up now, open your eyes And start anew - a new disguise (oh baby) Turn around to face the sun And it will be better when the morning comes
11.
Reminisce of what you've missed You can only guess how you pulled through Those events that time won't mend You'll find again, it all comes back to you Looking back to face the fact That what you lack is just a home So here you are, you've gone this far We fell apart and now you're on your own Things are different now But you don't know how You want to stay with me I want to be free You're out of your depth Just like I always said And you're in debt But it's not over yet Looking back, let's face the fact You've lost the knack of what to do Look at me: I'm the fool But I'm not the one that said I need you Things are different now But you don't know how You want to stay with me I want to be free You're out of your depth Just like I always said And you're in debt But it's not over yet You're out of your depth Just like I always said And you're in debt It's not over yet
12.
Caught up inside a maze: it's a disgrace - I've lost my place Can't seem to get what I want: it all goes wrong - it's been so long Had you: well that's what I thought, but the more we talked, the less I bought Needed to find somewhere where I wouldn't care but we still could share Left you for no one else but for myself, so I could tell Someone said that was wrong: I should not have gone - I've been here too long That's not what I need you for: just an open door; someone to abhor I will find my own path, a life which will last in a better class Have to move on, find a new home Leave behind me what reminds me Feeling that I'm getting there, that I'm more aware - starting to care Needing no one but myself, and I know that well; my private hell Had you: but now that is gone; it's been dead so long - it just all seemed wrong Making a life for me now you would not allow - you just don't know how Can't see further, lusted for her When I take it, I just break it If I leave here I'll lose my fear And I just might make things work right Found direction: complications Things that I want - more important Looking forward, I hurt no more Living my life for the first time When I leave here my mind is clear Future's nearer - end of an era

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Trust No One's second album

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released December 4, 2000

Written, produced & mixed by Andrew Morrison & Fraser Kennedy at Viewpoint Studios, Hampshire. 'Next To Nothing' written by Andrew Morrison. 'The Meaning's Never In The Words I Say' & 'Depth' written, produced & mixed by Andrew Morrison. © 2000 Trust No One. Published by Trust No One Music. Copyright control. Bandcamp version released 10 January 2016. TNOLP 2

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Trust No One is a finely balanced mixture of electronics and guitars, with multi-tracked harmonies and influences including indie, pop, film scores and electronica.
Trust No One is Andrew Morrison (vocals/keyboards/bass guitar) and Fraser Kennedy (guitar/keyboards) with occasional collaborator Scott Ruston.
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